My Writings
I’ll never close
your door
I’ll never close your door,
I’ve never wanted you more
This emptiness will go one day,
But my friend, never go away,
I know our friendship’s to stay,
Like Two free fish, put together,
We hit it off we were made forever,
Doing everything together, that was us,
What was it all about? What a fuss,
But one day you got on a different bus,
Now we've been separated and split,
I’m so angry, and could cry all of it,
All the good times, and bad ones too,
We made a good couple us two,
Perfect in almost every way, just us two,
Well, my life goes on, day by day,
All I have got to say today,
Is that you are still special to me,
And our love should and will always be,
The one and only one, unique to me.
Your Mind
I wish that I could read your mind,
For just a few minutes, then perhaps,
I might understand what is going on,
How your mind works, tick, tick, tick,
I don't know what I expect to find,
But I guess that we're so a like,
So you must be like me, vice versa?
What's going on? I wish I could read your mind,
Relief
There is only one good way to relieve tension,
There is only one good way to express love,
Of course it is physical, but it is positive,
Of course it is physical, but you ‘Ii enjoy it,
It works, of course it should! Try it!
It works, of course, it makes you warm inside.
The Perfect
Compliment
Like cream compliments coffee, you compliment me,
Like sugar adds sweetness to a desert, you sweeten me,
Like the sun lights the sky, you light my entire life,
Like metal to a magnet, I’m attracted and drawn to you,
Like my love, oh so strong - It ~just me loving' you!
The Sound of love
There is a sound which just penetrates me,
It’s a sound so delightful, but with such emotion,
The sound has so much expression and mood,
It is nothing that I can describe with any ease,
The feeling from it makes me feel so, so good,
It also makes me feel weird, but warm inside.
As the music seems to be set free, it drifts,
The sound is freed from the instrument,
As free as a bird, gentle and beautiful, wow,
The sound has a rhythm and a harmony to it,
As a tune, but not forced out in any way at all,
The sound is emotion, but expressed in musk, it is love.
It flows towards me like a fluid with ease and majesty,
There is a desire to follow it, and see where it goes,
I’m hooked onto the music, the sound of desire,
This unique solitary sound, changing, being free,
I can't see where it it's come from, or say why,
That I want to follow it, I just do
The Missing Pieces
There's a piece missing from my life,
He is remarkable, and I adore him,
I love him, but he lives so far away,
I’m missing him - like crazy - so much,
When I tell him this, I don't know why,
I feel the way that I do about him,
I look forward to our next meeting,
And remember the great times had,
Hoping to be back with you soon,
But in the mean time ~ I love you,
Always remember that
Always and forever, love is here at hand,
Homo’ lovin’ to a hetro’
Loving you like mad, wanting you here with me,
Just softly waiting, for you to come to me,
Wanting you here, wanting you here right now,
Missing you sweetie, you know how i feel about you,
So here's waiting, for tomorrow, maybe you'll come,
I’d do anything, for you - and don't you just know it!
Don’t say I don’t know my feelings - ‘cos I do!
Oh my dear, I just love you - I don‘t know why,
Light in dark, you and me, I’m waiting, can’t you see,
Loving you now, forever, whatever, - believe me!!
The love I can’t Have
Oh why is it what I want him so bad?
And the anger that I see is so strong,
For he cannot feel this way about me,
What on this earth can I do for him,
To make him understand the way I feel,
This feeling is so precious and strong,
And well it comes from I know not where,
All I want to do is release e it, let it all out,
I love you so, but do you even care?
One day, maybe you'll understand,
How can this be that the one I want can’t love?
Well he can, but not in my kind of way,
Not heartless, but just not brave to face it,
There would be no strings, I need him so,
All I want is a little time, with him, you know....
Triggered
It’s not easy to explain, but it's really weird,
I've just been triggered; my trigger has been pulled,
Just as I used to feel, full of myself I now feel,
Well different! That's what it is like when it happens,
When your trigger has been pulled,
A feeling has come over me, I’ve never had it before,
It's like nothing I could even think about,
The feeling makes me feel all warm and cozy,
I don’t know what it is, or what this feeling is for,
It is the kind of feeling, the one you want to share,
I'm delighted to feel this way, and i will. I must,
Do you understand how this feeling is to me?
Have you ever felt it leap right out at you?
Well, that's what it is like to be triggered,
I’ll call this feeling love.
For Futures Sake
If only I could, I would,
Why do you bother me so,
Get off my case it’s my life,
I think that I’m human too,
I deserve to be treated the same,
Just the same as you,
I’m equal to you, but I’m not,
Put into the same category,
But in a box of my own,
Discriminated for being me,
Just for being myself to the full,
I will always be me!!
Will there be a day of freedom?
When global equality will rule,
Regardless of anything problematic,
Race, colour, creed, or sexuality,
That day will come, when?
Will it be within my lifetime?
I hold no grudge against you,
For being who you are,
This world can be so cruel,
At times people make me angry,
For not letting me be,
The man inside this one, yes, me!
No wars to fight or victory to find,
Just the glory of knowing,
What’s going on inside, our minds,
Freedom ad justice will prevail,
So here’s to a better world,
For all our futures’ sake!
The confusion of darkness
Looking around, then suddenly the world goes dark,
Fumbling around, trying to find a match for light,
I light a match, then I can see a few yards,
The heat from the match catches me,
I drop the match, then there is no light, it has all gone,
I then use my hands, to feel my way around the room,
Suddenly a familiar place, becomes familiar no more,
Things have moved, now I feel lost and so alone,
To make myself feel better, I whistle a friendly tune,
But the notes turn into nothing in the darkness,
Still feeling around, but to go where, nowhere, why?
I must sit down and be calm, after all it's like the night,
But never before have had I felt so bad, in a friendly place,
Everything I’d imagined had gone and been replaced,
Changed for something unreal and not as I knew,
Feeling worried and insecure, not knowing where I am,
Nothing was as it should have been, in my own domain,
Lost and confused I stay waiting for the lights’ return,
But who knows how long, waiting patiently, and I still am,
For the light to bring back hope.
The light returns to me, I’m home at last, where was I?
It was not here, or was it just a dream created by my fear?
I hate this feeling in the dark. . Do you?
it makes me so insecure, maybe it makes me think,
Infact I think I’m sure...
There you are!
Amongst the fuss and confusion is you,
You‘re hidden in it somewhere, where?
Once I’ve eliminated all the trouble,
I know that you're there by my side,
Love so strong, but can be disguised,
Hidden inside other emotions and fuss,
You and I, were intended forever,
That's the way it's gonna stay us, forever,
I still have the cards that you gave me,
I have all of the presents we exchanged,
And a memory so, so clear, as crystal,
Reminded, I’m hurt because of a memory,
Will this pain ever subside? ever go?
One day I won't feel quite so empty,
There will be others, but nothing....
Nothing compares to you.
A place for your mind to wander...
The poem I wrote overleaf
Is by far the best “agree?”
Confused? What did I do?
Give up? I left space for you,
My thoughts are yours too,
So that empty space is yours,
You join my mind, everytime,
You see that empty space,
Think about it
Faith Hope and Love
I’ve got faith in the world around me,
The faith I have is as strong as a tree,
A tree that can be seen for many miles,
Faith can always make you smile,
Hope is strong like an anchor when engaged,
It will let you talk when you feel gagged,
You can believe in things, with a little hope,
A little hope in your life, will help you cope,
Finally, love is the strongest and hardest of all,
It will help pick you to your feet when you fall,
It makes you feel warm and want to share,
Love is a feeling so divine, show you care.
The closet
This feeling inside me is so strong,
I want to tell the world everything,
But I’m a pretender, denying it all,
I’m hiding away all my emotions,
Do I really need to do it?
I’m just a stubborn, heartless man,
Who can ‘t do what he wants to do,
But he really wants to do his best,
Wanting to do his best always,
But feeling too afraid to do it all,
If I tell people how I’m feeling,
They might just reject me.
And I really couldn't stand that,
The truth does hurt, so, so much,
I’m only denying myself of my freedom,
When the time is right, I will say it,
I’ll tell the world! But not flow!
I’m comfortable here in my closet,
Hiding from the rest of the world,
Here, I will stay where it is safe,
There must be others who feel as I,
Who feel that they must hide,
I want to meet another, like me!
But it’s so safe here, I’m happy,
Happy but confused, where do I stand?
Walking
Walking the streets with my thoughts,
In the twilight of the days coming night,
c1alm and at one with the whole world,
Feeling every emotion, and every sense,
Deep in thought but aware of my life,
My surroundings and mood change,
I’m at one with my surroundings, living,
Thinking of everything, but nothing really,
These thoughts are special to me,
Can anyone else feel this way, its great!
Do others feel as I do right now?
Until I get an answer I will keep walking,
Walk forever, until I get it,
Get a solution, answer or clue,
But for now I can say. “I’m Happy!”
Time
When the hours pass today disappears,
Then tomorrow trickles into today,
Then the week Just rolls on, and on,
Before you know it, a year has passed,
With each new season, new life,
Each new day, a bit more reality,
New hope,. builds new horizons,
Then life goes on, and on
The same, but not quite all here,
People change with time, do we care?
We never seem to think about change,
It just happens, and then, that's normal,
A good time frozen with a camera,
For old times sake, a photo, a fake,
For a pose is false, so too is the memory,
Candid and natural, that ‘s great.
The Next Generation
Children are our futures hope,
Innocently they play and learn,
With their curiosity as a guide,
Ever child is different,
They are all different,
But they all grow up,
Children are tomorrow ‘s generation,
They will be the new people,
The new ones, the new life,
Some children will be parents,
And they ‘ii have children,
Then the game just goes on...
Words and pictures
A picture paints a thousand words,
My words can paint a thousand pictures,
Pictures are for those who do not imagine,
Words are for those with creativity,
People without words, speak and draw,
With pictures and photographs,
Using images as their chosen words,
Their images can talk to me,
I express myself with written words,
The written word is easier than...
The word that is spoken.. why?
People read my words - they read me!
Perfect dreams
I’m dreaming of a place so perfect,
There are trees and a sunset,
Rivers can flow, without restriction,
The birds sing, with such affection,
The wind blows, and the leaves fall,
A place so perfect, but not at all,
Peaceful and tranquil in every way,
A place I can visit, any time, any day,
This place so humble where I can be,
I can be myself, the man, the real me!
Perfect, with equality and so full of life,
Sweet as a flower, yet, sharp as a knife,
Black and white, together, joined,
Not separated, but joined and united,
Sharing and learning to be,
The ones we are - can't you see
Men and women, women and men,
Being together time and again,
Men and men, Women and women,
All together ~ united and singin’,
This place so great, I wish it were real,
There are not the words to say how I feel,
A place so good, a place so near
The place I want to be is here,
The place in my mind, where I go,
When life is depressing- I know,
There is a place that I like,
And I can be there when I dream...
The Thoughts of My Mind...
The thoughts of my mind,
They are so strong,
I want to share them,
If you read them,
Don ‘t stop halfway,
Do you understand?
Break for one moment,
Be confused for a lifetime,
All my thoughts are here,
All in concentrated form,
Written in English,
written with mood,
Can you comprehend me?
Are you? Are you sure?
Sometimes confused,
Sometimes foolish,
They are all here,
They all mean something,
If you're confused,
If you're dazed,
Don't frown,
Don't hesitate,Be patient, read it again,
Be in my thoughts,
And be part of me,
And be with my life,
With me, following,
With my life,
Can you do that?
Can you cope with life?
So, continue, read on,
So be it! that's life!!
The Gates Of My Mind
My mind is easy to relate to, it’s so simple you see,
Think of a pair of gates, which you can plainly see,
I’m stood on the other side, hiding away you see,
All you see is a strong but crumbling gate, with me,
Me on the other side, hiding away, away from He,
Hiding from He who was here, but has gone away now,
Trying to be relaxed, but it’s not possible somehow,
Hiding here in my fantasy world, it’s great! Wow!
The taste in my mouth is bitter, but why and how?
Open these gates of mine, let me out, please do it now,
You might not think you have the key you have the key,
Use your heart and open the gate... move this tree,
This tree is the wood of the gate, move it and help me,
I must get out of here and go somewhere, help me flee,
Open the gate for me, let me out. “I want to be free".
Deepest Sleep Sweetie!
In a sleep from which there can be no return,
I will one day see you again, when it's my turn,
That time will come, one day, wait and see,
Then we will be united for all eternity,
When I close my eyes, I can see you again,
And as you always did, you relieve all my pain,
I now continue with my life, as I should,
But I want you back, if I only could,
The day you fell asleep, I remember so clear,
And every thought of you brings me a tear,
I miss you now, and I will no doubt forever,
Remembering all the goodtimes we had together,
Rest now! I know that your thinking of me,
Wanting so much to be back with me, it can't be,
You just wait a little longer, I’ll be back soon,
You're just past the stars, sun and moon.
© Daniel Gee 1997 - The author asserts His rights to be identified as the author
of this work under the terms of the Copyright Act of 1988.
